2013年5月7日星期二
2013年5月3日星期五
Sigh......
Yesterday E's words made me cry: "I'm so happy for you, because finally you find someone. But at the same time, my heart aches for you, because I know you love God very much. The price you will pay might be much higher than you can imagine now. Have you decided? Are you ready?"
Dear Jesus, when I made the decision, do you think I'm leaving you and your kingdom? Because it seems that you, you alone, can't satisfy me. I'm not going to find any excuse for my weakness. May I experience what you've experienced in loving people, both joy and pain. May I be like you. You are my life.
Dear Jesus, you know I love you!
Dear Jesus, when I made the decision, do you think I'm leaving you and your kingdom? Because it seems that you, you alone, can't satisfy me. I'm not going to find any excuse for my weakness. May I experience what you've experienced in loving people, both joy and pain. May I be like you. You are my life.
Dear Jesus, you know I love you!
2013年3月31日星期日
2013年3月13日星期三
免我们的债，如同我们免了人的债
亲爱的主耶稣，
一整天，除了纠结，就是怒气。回家的路上，想起上午的一通电话，还是气不打一处来。
我觉得自己被利用了，欺骗了，损失了金钱和感情。我恨这个人一点都不在乎我的付出！
当我检视自己怒气的来源，发现：如果没有金钱上的损失，我也许不会那么生气。
当我检视自己的错误判断，不得不承认，是我自己太想得到一些东西，竟然忽略了那么多明显的提醒。
所以，我也恨自己！
可是，不可含怒到日落。免别人的债，好难！为什么原本是我的，白白送给别人？在她狡辩之后，我决心以后再也互不往来了。
即使我知道，我自己的债，我亏欠天父永远靠自己无法偿还的，因你钉十架，已经被免去。
我是有多么需要祷告啊！主啊，求你怜悯！
一整天，除了纠结，就是怒气。回家的路上，想起上午的一通电话，还是气不打一处来。
我觉得自己被利用了，欺骗了，损失了金钱和感情。我恨这个人一点都不在乎我的付出！
当我检视自己怒气的来源，发现：如果没有金钱上的损失，我也许不会那么生气。
当我检视自己的错误判断，不得不承认，是我自己太想得到一些东西，竟然忽略了那么多明显的提醒。
所以，我也恨自己！
可是，不可含怒到日落。免别人的债，好难！为什么原本是我的，白白送给别人？在她狡辩之后，我决心以后再也互不往来了。
即使我知道，我自己的债，我亏欠天父永远靠自己无法偿还的，因你钉十架，已经被免去。
我是有多么需要祷告啊！主啊，求你怜悯！
2013年2月24日星期日
Your blessing
Laura Story's Blessing caught me this week.
I believe you've heard my prayer. All those I've experienced is your blessing. Finally I'll get what you want to give me. I do believe!
"When friends betray us,
When darkness seems to win,
We know that pain reminds this heart that this is not,
This is not our home.
It's not our home.
'Cause what if your blessings come through rain drops,
What if your healing comes through tears,
What if a thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know You're near,
What if my greatest disappointments or the aching of this life is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can't satisfy,
What if trials of this life, the rain, the storms, the hardest nights are your mercies in disguise!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XQan9L3yXjc
I believe you've heard my prayer. All those I've experienced is your blessing. Finally I'll get what you want to give me. I do believe!
"When friends betray us,
When darkness seems to win,
We know that pain reminds this heart that this is not,
This is not our home.
It's not our home.
'Cause what if your blessings come through rain drops,
What if your healing comes through tears,
What if a thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know You're near,
What if my greatest disappointments or the aching of this life is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can't satisfy,
What if trials of this life, the rain, the storms, the hardest nights are your mercies in disguise!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XQan9L3yXjc
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